i update like mad.

this might be the case for the duration of this thing.

never let a boy control your emotions. obviously you should never let him do it intentionally, as that surely constitutes some sort of controlling, maniacal abuse. but i'm talking in the way that girls always do -- just letting some guy's actions and words basically decide whether or not you're happy or sad. it's just an awful idea. because when he lets you down or makes you sad, he really lets you down or really makes you sad.

but then again, when things are going well and you're just incredibly happy, maybe you can't help but think that things will stay that way forever. we should learn, you know, that nothing is permanent and things always change. but sometimes it's just so perfect. maybe sometimes it's okay to hope.

if you've anything to say about it, say it on the previous entry, will you ? xx